I got to see Dominic yesterday. It felt so nice to be able to hug and kiss him. Reminds me of how much I used to love him and still do. And I felt like I was in paradise for that brief moment on the side of my house. But...well...there’s an issue now.

Last night when he called me after I saw him we were talking and I asked if this means we’re going to start going out like he said we would. He said not yet because he has this girl that has been obsessing over him for a year and he needs to get rid of her. When I questioned why he didn’t think to tell me this earlier he said because he didn’t think it would be a problem until last night. After awhile of him telling me all these weird things she does and how I should “jump her” I got angry and told him he was just afraid of commitment.

God. I made him feel like crap. I’m such an ass. See, Mark never believed all those nights when I said I was the ass, not him. But I am. This proves it. I am the ass and there must be a problem with me if all the guys I like seem to have this ‘commitment’ problem. There is always something wrong with me. It’s very me. What about me, I know not.

I told him to call me as soon as he got home...he was supposed to have band and a job interview after school today. So when he calls me if we still have a problem, the sniffles he hears won’t be me trying to breath like last night, it will be me crying. Just like I am now. I want to hug and nuzzle with him, not cry...not cry...

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