<- 2003.05.12 * 8:49 p.m. ->
One math paper down. Only about...twenty left. Yeah. See, that’s how much of a slacker I am. I’m going to get me ass kicked if I don’t pull up every last one of my grades. They’re in the gutter, folks, and I need to be able to have a life this summer. So this is my promise. No more goofing off. My grades can’t handle my inability to sit and do work. I must force myself to get all caught up and get all A’s this marking period, even if I have to carry home all of my books. Every day. I’m dead serious about this one. This isn’t something empty and meaningless. If I get anything lower than a B I will take drastic measures!
The band just got back from their trip. Dani called me. So now when I finally get a hold of Dominic I’ll have to see him. I don’t want to be with him anymore. He made a stupid comment and I’ve been mad with him ever since. Actually, he made two stupid comments. First he said that my body is his and he should be able to do whatever he wants with it. Bullcrap. Go kiss a frog if that’s what you think. And the second was I was talking to Lisa and trying to comfort her ‘cos something happened and she was very depressed and he got mad because I wasn’t talking to him and told me to tell her to “suck it up, bitch, and take it like a man.” So he can, right now, go to hell.
So as soon I see him I’ll tell him that this just isn’t working out. I’m not in for this bull. And that it’s over. Thank him for making me see the good things in me but I’m not having any more of our relationship. Because when I think about it, I don’t love him. Not one bit. I’m in love with other people...
And you know what’s ironic? That today is two years since we broke up. Wow. Two years. That’s almost mind-blowing. Makes me wish I had a journal back then so that I could remember my life a little clearer, because I’ve done a damn good job of making it so if anything is left in my memory I need something to trigger it. I need to get that fixed; it can get a wee bit annoying.
I have so much more I want to write but I’m swamped and I want to get this up tonight. So I say g’night and sorry. Oh, yeah, and I updated the Cast page...need it to fit better to the times.
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